shakenbutstillwhole

Colleen Z

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The Breakup by shakenbutstillwhole, literature

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The Breakup

I had never felt such a wide gap between us even if he was right next to me. Just every passing second, my mind rambled on and on, not quite sure what I wanted to say. My bestfriend was slipping away from me, slowly breaking ties. A breeze swept through the parking lot, at which point i knew it was time. His blakc hoody felt warm under my tiny hand, "Zach we need to talk," as I tugged him away, like a mother does to a wandering child. All eyes saw us walk away, the whole group stared in awe that I would actually act on what i felt for once. Zach's face was sheer confusion, a million questions shot at me from just his gaze. A confused little

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Danni by shakenbutstillwhole, literature

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Danni

"Hey there," Jason repeated. "Leave a message after the beep because your just as special as the next person. BEEP!" I slammed my phone shut, how stupid could I get. Not only was I slightly shit faced,but we had broken up two months ago. Could I look anymore pathetic, seriously, calling an ex-boyfriend AND be drunk. Now my phone was ringing. Imma barbie girl stremmed out, and wibrated in my hand. Glancing at the screen, the name flashed Jason Bates. Did I dare to pick it up, well I guess I did dare. "Hello?" "Hey Danni, you called." Shit what do I say. Do I tell him I'm wasted? Tell him I'm stuck at Anthony's for the night? That I n

Am I Alive by shakenbutstillwhole, literature

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Am I Alive

am i alive do i still breathe or did my last gasp/escape me I can't tell now not anymore (chorus) there is no light there is no dark its all nothingness no begining, no end am i alive can i still feel your touch or have i gone cold i want to know but how could i when you stand aside chorus am i alve (x3) chorus (x2) i wanna be alive (even tho ill die) i pray i am alive (and at your side) am i alive (x2)

creature of the night by shakenbutstillwhole, literature

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creature of the night

when the night comes it all sets in the stars burn bright a full moon illuminates the night sky and I'm at peace a creature of the night I dwell where the sun can't find me and where everything goes bump in the night fears are for the weak of mind and heart I fear nothing darkness enshrouds me keeping your wondering eyes atbay a creature fo the night and the monsters under your bed they have nothing on me I'm every childs nightmare every lake thing, boogey man, and yeti I trump each and everyone life is just a stage a passing phase truely in death do we become who we are then I'll be at peace darkness, pain and fear fee

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thursday i cannot breatherightnow and for my last few words i'd like to let you know the handle on the kettle is broken. I smashed it off when your mother let us fly out the door and into stranger hands/familiar faces. i keep missing phonecalls i shouldn't be answering but for the last week i would have done anything to be just a tad more high so i couldn't have walked home down a main road, tripping over my shoes, laceless, undressed. Since eternity-forever i have sworn that i would never have you, but have you i do, just not in the way expected. monday i cannot breatherightnow. for my last words i would like to chronicle

closing your eyes does not by causticEXE, literature

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closing your eyes does not

The closer our touch gets to the skies the more I forget where your hand is resting or how dirty my knees are getting or how badly I lust for you when we're apart. This entire evening was spent on the crest of the lip of a glass of venom. I could've ate you alive. But the two second distance between my tires and the headlights glaring in my mother's rear-view mirror are a reminder that I didn't tell you enough about the way you make my fingers feel. The skin on my arms is starting to lift away from my bones, and when my ribcage is bared the only organs on display will be a pair of whithered ovaries and frankly no one wants to se

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Danni by shakenbutstillwhole, literature

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Current Residence: teh box behind jewel
Favourite genre of music: metel//emo//punk//rock//techno//dance//hiphop//
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: iPod - 987songs and counting but only room for 13 more :(
Personal Quote: just cuz you fucked up doesnt mean i wont say i toldya so

Favourite Movies

The Omen//White Castle//Dogma//The Return//

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Cauterize or Sense's Fail

Favourite Writers

Tamora Pierce, Stephen King, Emily Hopkins, and nebody who catches my interest

Favourite Games

strip poker//KH

Favourite Gaming Platform

computer or PS2

Tools of the Trade

soccer and writing

Other Interests

realistic fiction, sports med, boyz, death and the tears of hell, and friends

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shakenbutstillwhole

Apr 6, 2007

didnt

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didnt get in to Iowa oh well means im gonna be here WHICH is fine

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shakenbutstillwhole

Mar 28, 2007

IOWA

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i find out any time AFTER the 2nd of april OMFG i want to kno NOW so yeah nothin new here sorry im not commentin nething i will eventually but im lookin i <3 it all

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shakenbutstillwhole

Feb 10, 2007

UNIVERSITY OF IOWA

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so im REALLY tryin to get into a summer writers program at Iowa this summer, and i would appreciate your guys help! so the application says to submit a 10 page compilment of my fiction/poety/prose so i want your guys advice.  what do you think i should put in there if you have an opinion on it or anything.  And also whats my strogn point and such.  i HAVE a good idea what they are but i want an outside unbiased opinion.  NOTE be brutally honest with me on this.  BUT if i do get in it costs like 1475 so yeah i gotta get to work on makin some moeny.  this is liek my DREAM to do something like this and yeah thats it.. . . . . . . .